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I can't believe it's already almost been a month since I last posted!

I've been doing such a bad job at keeping track I swore to myself that I made one already wwww

ANYWAY

middle of October; I got my package from dreamv! in it contained a winter jacket, and two one pieces!

They all fit soo gorgeous (the dress doesn't fit over my boobs in a way that's comfortable though so i'm saving it until I lose more weight ;___; )

pic of everything

and here's the links to everything if you're interested in seeing

a better photo 

red and white one piece

floral one piece

coat

the coat is soooo amazing like I can't even begin 

it's not too thick unfortunately but it does do it's job lmao

and i live in the middle of nowhere in a really REALLY cold place

during the winter (it snowed like the day before halloween)

and it's so warm ;w;

the inside is printed with leopard print which I thought was really cute ehehe

I also got pokemon last month too and I finished it in the same week and lemme tell u

i'm sad and I already miss it

If any of my readers (doubt it) ever want to trade hmu w/ ur friendcodes tho

Halloween itself was a blur; I've been really sick the week during

but my friend Jaron and Gerrod promised to take me out!
unfortunately; some stuff came up so they couldn't and I was already

in my costume so my parents and I went to town to scare people

in wal mart lol

here is my makeup + outfit for that day anyway!
I was a forest princess ヾ(*´∇`)ﾉ 
you can't really tell in this photo but I was wearing like
4 skirts omfg and it still didn't look how I wanted it too

oh well! I felt cute and that's all that matters

Anyway
That's pretty much all that's new in my life I guess??
OH THAT'S A LIE!
I made a few new friends which is nice!
My cousin Owen brought one of his friends over and introduced us
which resulted in me doing his makeup and hanging out in the living room lmao
He's really REALLY gorgeous and he invited me to do his makeup next time
he goes out! He also invited me out to a movie with his friends
whenever we get the chance and I'm excited!

Other than that my life has been pretty boring www
all I've been doing is drawing for like 5 hours in a day
I need a job ;;;;;

anyway thanks for reading! here's a semi recent photo since I got better anyway

in other more important news;

I'M SEEING DIR EN GREY IN 2 WEEKS OMG............

I'M SO EXCITED LIKE

I don't even think this is real ahhhhhhh

I'd love to expand on this more but I feel like I've written waaaay too much and my way of writing

isn't very good so I apologize;;

until next time!!

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http://shindobaddo.tumblr.com/

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First post in 2013!

I feel so bad for not updating in so long but I have??? Nothing to update about really

Expect more lens reviews/tutorials though

because i have no life and i recently made a big order haha

with January came the release of Rinkaku (i got the special edition uwu)

and!! I love it so much

I hung the poster up on my wall behind my bird's cage lol

The Akira Yamaoka remix isn't as creepy as i expected it to be

but it's still really nice sounding 

I also preordered the unraveling!! 

Really expensive (like $98!) and i'm mad at myself for spending so much on a mini

album but hey, it's my favourite band so??

:-)

February was pretty much a blur, It wasn't really that good a month in all honesty
this year hasn't been that good but that's ok! It's still the beginning of the year
and there's much more to come
My birthday is next month and i'm kind of nervous?
I'm one year closer to being an adult and it's really nerve wracking haha
school has been going fine i guess
except i'm stuck there for another year because i slacked off too much ww
but that's ok

Here's some semi recent pictures i guess??
trying more dramatic eye make + Natural makeup (no lenses bc mine expired www)

not really much a difference i say???
other than lighting making me look pale af obvs HAHAHA

yeah that's about it

As always, you can follow my tumblr
I'm on there p much everyday and it's much easier!!!

shindobaddo.tumblr.com
My theme was a redux edit by Nae and i'm proud bc
it's really cute aaah
uwu

anyways, yeah!!
Sorry for being so inactive because i've noticed i've gained
(some) followers and i'm???
haven't posted in monTHS AND I FEEL BAD LOL

go follow my tumbl i'm

much more active on there i promise

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huh

Haven't updated in a while as per usual

Anyway

How is everyone?

my blogs rating has been dropping dramatically from lack of updating haha lol

sorry about that

Life's been taking up my time

and by that i mean

i've literally done nothing but play animal crossing all day for the past week

I guess i'll recap my last 2 weeks

I spent the night at tia's last saturday (13th) and it was pretty fun!

I fell asleep on her bed at around 5 am and she woke me up and we didn't get back to sleep till around

7 am haha

We walked around town at night

here's a picture of her pooping an ice

(Actually it was a huge ass pile of ice in the middle of the parking lot wtf)

We watched tekkon kinkreet then i went home.

Nae came to school on the following tuesday with animal crossing!! She got me animal crossing i was so happy omg ;u;

she then came home with me and we played for like 4 hours haha

it was actually a really good week for me, which was surprising. I expected something bad to come out of it because

I haven't had more than one really good day in a while, right? Well i kind of confirmed my suspicions when Nae came over this Saturday to spend the night. Turns out she was moving to her mom's in high level (which is like 14 hours away by bus) so we baked a cake at like 3 am and watched samurai champloo. It was a really good day, i'm really really really sad that she left though ;~;

You know that episode of the simpsons when milhouse moves away and bart gets really sad

like a piece of him is missing? That was me all week. The one time I find a best friend irl that

is super nice and isn't a condescending jerk like everyone else and they leave... I felt so alone again after

wishing for a friend for so long. I guess I saw it coming though, and, i'm happy she's happy! I know how much she missed her mom and stuff so yeah. It's kind of bittersweet, no? She said she'd be back again before she left again though, maybe we'll go shopping like old times?

It was also picture day on Wednesday, it was kinda fun. I made plans with Tasha and Molly to go see a movie on saturday (tomorrow)
I took a bunch of pics that day with them but
i'm too lazy to upload them, so sorry about that LOL

Also today Tasha texted me a picture of Sakurina's fairy lash that her friend bought for her and was surprised i knew what brand they were haha! I'm jealous ngl ;u;

Welp

yeah

Halloween's next week, was gonna go trick or treating with nae but

now i have no plans haha

which is sad, I've looked forward to Halloween all year and now idk what i'm gonna do

it was like that with animethon too, we made plans and we only ended up going one day haha

I've learned my lesson to not expect anything, or look forward to things. It always brings disappointment.

I'd write more about my feelings and stuff but I really don't think it's worth a read, my life is boring and I myself am pretty boring.

yeah

Here's some recent pics tho

Some shirts my mom bought for me while waiting for dad at his meeting
in Edmonton
We wondered around the mall for an hour then picked up dad
then went home haha

eye makeup from a few days ago; haven't done dramatic

in a really long time, it felt nice ;u;

It's also started snowing on the rez

So, time for thick ass jackets and boots 8(

I love winter because it's so gorgeous and romantic and

nostalgic feeling, but I hate not being able to dress nice all the time LOL

Thanks for reading

peace peace ☆彡

ALSO

The Halloween issue of GALVIP was released,
GO READ IT!!

Details here

Marcelle BB cream review

Hello~

So I got this bb cream a few weeks ago, 4 weeks i think??

and I meant to do a review earlier but I decided since i've been using it every once in awhile i could finally

do a proper review for it

Here is the packaging, which is what drew me in tbh

When I saw this in shoppers a few months earlier it retailed at $19.99

when i bought it however, it came up to $28 i was kind of angry because

there were two options, one was $30 according to the price tag (it had 10 benifits) and the one

i got which had 8

so i could have just got the other one since it was a few dollars more, right?

Anyway, enough of that LOL

It's size kind of worries me for the price, but I wear makeup only once or twice a week so I think I'll be good.

Here's my skin bare

the left is un retouched and the right is when i messed with the curves a bit so you can see it better

and here's with the bb cream

it's taken a different angle but it's the same side of my face, psoriasis, freckles and all

yeah

the coverage isn't that good, it was actually a let down for me

since this was like 3 layers of product

however,

since i've been using it more and more it makes my skin feel amazing!

It feels like i'm not even wearing anything

it makes my skin feel really soft and as
i've been using it more i've been using this

product alone as concealer and it's

covered my under eye circles fairly well,

the only let down is it doesn't cover redness (which i have a lot of)

So I give this product 3/5

I feel like the coverage could be better, but i really like the texture!

Anyway, thanks for reading!!!

Also, GALVIP has released our first issue!

Please go read it!!!

There's more information on our facebook page

 http://www.facebook.com/GALVIPMAG

our October issue will be out soon, be ready for it!!
There's a lot of really cool features :-)

peace peace

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Hey guys :-DD
Happy first day of Summer ;u;

It is currently 2:53 am as i type this and I can't sleep LOL
I've been stressing all day over stupid stuff but
i feel better now haha

Anyways, let's get this over with~~
I GOT MY CAMERA WORKING AGAIN

WHICH IS GR8

I woke up to my parents coming home from a garage sale saying
MANDY GET UP WE GOT YOU A NEW CAMERA

This baby was only $30 at a garage sale ;u;
I'm so happy omg
It'll be really great to photograph people with at this year's pow wow I think haha
Too bad i'm not dancing tho u_u;;

Another gr8 thing; I got my wig for a-thon!!!
the shipping took forever because of customs
but it was worth it

No pictures of me wearing it just yet;
I need to style it first
and thin it out because it's super thick LOL

This past weekend/week my parents went to Edmonton for a week
because my Dad had a meeting
I got to stay for a day and I got to go shopping with my mom
the day I went back haha


I got an oversized grey sweater and blue collared dress from f21
and a cute floral skirt~

we also went to Sally's WHICH I DIDN'T KNOW EXISTED IN EDMONTON??
IDK WHY I got brown eyelashes
I saw the ZIPPER ones from eyemazing and
idk I thought they'd look good
They don't u__u idk how to natural makeup haha
I also got this cute makeup palette today at Ermineskin mall~
It was only $5 !
It was too cute to resist hahaha
plus the "MAGIC EYESHADOW" bit killed me LOL

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On a more serious note; I start my workout plan tomorrow or later on today I guess
I just
I've put this off so long I feel bad
I want to look good for gal and cosplay
Like I'm getting really bad lately so hahaha
I need to get on track u_u
This is also another reason why I haven't posted any outfit posts
lately
I've been so lacking in confidence and I have poor body image
I don't want to end up in gal secrets having random ass people calling me

chubby  like I CAN SEE I HAVE EYES LOL

yeah

Here's a quick make shot I guess from the other day

I wanted to try more ~lighter~ make up than usual
So I used half lashes instead of full ones on the bottom
shorter top lashes, fuller brows, nude lip

I like it but I don't idk haha

Anyway
Thanks for reading
And as always
For daily updates and more personal stuff
Follow me at kawaiikind.tumblr
I reblog a lot of REALLY stupid stuff and I make
even more stupid text posts but
yeah follow me haha
If you want to I mean
You don't have to
I'm pretty annoying lmao
Peace!!!!

i pixelled myself as a zombie nurse hunter thing
for a collab on this pixel art forum i'm apart of haha

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HEY GUYS

I know I said I'd make a vlog but my video camera stopped working while i was filming the introduction u__u

I have really bad luck with vidya cameras for some reason haha

Anyway

On Friday I celebrated my 16th birthday!

Thursday night nae and tia came over and we played games all night

then watched hell boy II (Guilty Pleasure movie ehehehe)

We went to West Edmonton Mall the next day and we got a room at fantasy land hotel

I didn't really shop that much

despite having a lot of money, I kept getting paranoid I'd spend all of it ;~;

my parents apparently hid away extra just in case

I wish I knew! I wanted to get so many cute clothes ;A;

Anyway

Here's what I bought!

Nae got me this really cute hello kitty necklace and tia got me a rilakkuma wallet ;u; on the back of it is a giant flan pyramid with korilakkuma (〜￣▽￣)〜

I got benefit bronzer powder and a foundation sample (Idk if I can use it tho, it hasn't given me any problems on my hand so I'll see?? I can't wear liquid foundation because it makes my face burn haha) Badgal lash mascara and sephora gave me this little set of chapstick for my birthday ;u;
Also pictured; A cute white cardigan and lace trimmed shorts I got from Sirens and forever21 uvu

I wanted to get the naked palette finally but I was worried i wouldn't have enough money for anything else (which i was wrong as I had over $60 left by the end of the night smh)

we also went to galaxy land

unfortunately we only had an hour to go on the rides because we didn't know it closed at 9 u__u

it was still fun though!

After that really long night mackenzie molly and kristen came over for a movie night!

I did their nails and we just talked

it was really fun

here are some photos

idk she looked funny sitting in my makeup corner so i took a pic lol

Also yes

I put a mustache on Tsubasa's face haha

I think she looks even prettier now, don't you think???

Also here's an old photo of a chain belt i made haha

It has sugar skulls on it!
(‘◇’)
Anyway
thanks for reading

I'm sorry if this was kind of boring lol

I leave you with this!

 

Eye make tutorial!

OK I meant to make this post sooner but I have been so busy and what not

also lazy

mostly lazy

Anyway I posted this picture of my eye on tumblr a few days ago

It managed to get over 99 notes 8(

I was so surprised like WHY

Anyway

Here's basically How I did that look

but with a more natural palette 

I'm really new to this so if I've forgotten something or whatever just tell me hahaha

I've also made this Graphic to go with it

You guys can use it to!
Anyway
thanks for reading
I'll have an actual post up
soon
I promise haha

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WOW HEY LOL

LONG TIME NO SEE/????

Welp

It's Spring break kind of

I didn't do anything 

At all 

so that's why I haven't been posting as much u__u

I haven't been posting much on tumblr either, I think spring is getting to me lol

Anyway that's not really important right now,

Just a quick update post~~

I got my first colour circle lenses from Shoppingholics a few weeks ago!

I chose express shipping for a pack of eyelashes and the lenses

It shipped the same night and it arrived 5 days later ;u;

I was so happy omg

I ordered GEO Princess Mimi Apple green lenses

The DIA is 15.0 mm 

And the water content is 38%

They came with free gifts; I got two contact lens cases, a keychain that I'll give to Jaron since I
promised her I'd give her some free stuff if I got any U v U
DARIYA velcro Hairclip and collagen eye mask!

The lenses themselves are quite comfortable!!
I look really nice with green eyes I think  |D
Also ignore the fact that I look really rank in these photos LOL
I'm still getting over a really bad cold and it's left my face
really.....Gross looking??? I guess u__u

As you can tell from the above images; They don't really have much enlargement as I thought they would?? Nonetheless, I love them so much!!!

I was also trying out my new bottom lashes, I've always wanted princess eye from Diamond lash except, I didn't realize they'd be so long LOL

I'll be experimenting with new makeup styles to go with them soon I guess, I need better top lashes u__u;;;

Also

I'm going to start a vlog soon!

I've been meaning to for a while, so expect the first video to be up sometime by or after my birthday~~ (It's the 27 of this month by the way!)

I also recently bought Silent Hill Downpour
So far it's kind of tedious??
My tv is also really old so everything is so blurry and
because of it I get dizzy playing which is really REALLY
upsetting ;__;
Murphy is really handsome tho so I forgive that it's boring uvu...........

OH SORRY JUST GOT LOST IN HIS EYES
jk omfg

I'm also thinking of trying Kuranba / Tsuyome?? idk 

It's a style that's always interested me ;~; Here's a few pics i saved for reference~

Yayo and Sena ;u;

Yayo sporting a full D.I.A Coord in these pictures~~

God I love D.I.A LOL
I want one of their belts so bad but I don't think
they'd fit right or I'm not too keen on the idea of
wearing one second hand u__u
inb4 BUT IT'S D.I.A U LUV D.I.A



Sigh ~

anyway
thanks for reading!
I'll have more interesting posts soon, I promise ;u;
I'm just waiting for it to get warmer so I can start dressing
normally for me again
Skinny jeans are annoying u~u;;